Foot in Mouth Disease

“Ooops I did it again!” quoting Britney Spears, I stuck my foot in my mouth and said something I will likely regret for some time.  As soon as I uttered the words I KNEW I had messed up.  Unfortunately once said the words could not be taken back.  It’s not like they dropped on the floor and I could just pick them up like the “5 second rule” when you drop some food on the floor and can pop it back in your mouth with no ramifications.  Nope, the words hang in the air and then vaporize like steam into the pores of the person in front of me.  From there, they become pin-pricks of infection and spread throughout the body but linger at heart’s door.  I ask for forgiveness but I know damage has been done not only to her but to me as well.

How can I undo the hurt?

I was diagnosed with “Foot in Mouth Disease” at a very early age.  The symptoms are obvious:

  •    * Not thinking before speaking
  •    * Speaking just to hear the sound of my own voice
  •    * Inability to take back words once said
  •    * Red cheeks flushed with embarrassment
  •    * Subsequent inability to look people in the eye
  •    * Guilt

The disease unfortunately never goes away.  I live with it daily but thankfully there are some natural remedies that help prevent a particularly nasty episode of “Foot in Mouth”.

  •   Admitting I have the disease allows me to always be on guard for flare-ups!
  •   Before opening my mouth I check for signs of various “foot fungi” ie: pride, selfishness, jealousy, anger, pettiness,  impetuousness, etc.
  •   I make sure I connect with the Great Physician for regular “heart” check-ups.  There is a known link between “heart” disease and “Foot in Mouth” disease.

So, I kneel before the Father again and ask forgiveness and ask for His healing yet again, not only for me but for the one who was hurt by my words.  Squelch the tongue’s spark, Lord!

“My dear brothers, take note of this: Everyone should be quick to listen, slow to speak and slow to become angry…the tongue is a small part of the body, but it makes great boasts.  Consider what a great forest is set on fire by a small spark.  The tongue also is a fire, a world of evil among the parts of the body.  It corrupts the whole person, sets the whole course of his life on fire, and is itself set on fire by hell.”  (James 1:19; James 3:5-6)

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Dance Like No One is Watching

Confession time…again…I’m a Baptist and I like to dance!  Whew…just had to get that off my chest.  Now that I’ve admitted to it I need to add one more little comment…although I love to dance I don’t dance all that well.

One of my favorite shows on T.V. is “Dancing With the Stars”.  I love to watch “non-dancers”, like myself, learn how to dance from professional dancers.  Admittedly we only get to see the polished performance and flashbacks of practices, but still they make it look so easy.  Watching from the comfort of my LazyBoy, it’s easy to be critical…as if I could dance the Paso Doble any better 🙂

Many years ago, I thought I’d sign my husband and I up to learn some ballroom dancing but he balked at the idea, so I compromised, allowing him to wear his cowboy duds (and boots) to learn how to line dance.  We went with another couple we knew and for the most part it was just a fun evening out for the four of us.  We learned how to two-step and line dance and after six weeks we were ready to try out our dancing prowess on a real dance floor.  Unfortunately the only place to kick up our heels was in the local saloon and by the time we got there, many of the clientelle were already pretty lubricated and itching for a fight rather than a dosey doe around the dance floor.  Undetoured, my husband decided we were going to at least stay for a couple of songs, promenade me around the floor and then waltz out the door before a bar room brawl ensued.  The only trouble was, when we got on the dance floor, everyone was two-stepping in the opposite direction than us.

You see, we had learned to two-step going in a clock-wise direction around the dance floor, and at this establishment they were two-stepping counter-clock wise!  After being elbowed and jostled and sworn at for acting like non-conforming dance rebels, my husband took my hand, picked up his cowboy hat and we headed home.  We’ve never line-danced since.

I’ve often thought that somewhere in Calgary there must be a place for a pair of clock-wise, two-stepping Baptists to sashay around a dance floor, but I suppose I’ll never know now.  My husband is just not ready to take the chance again, and after all these years, I’ve forgotten the basics of two-step.

A while back a new family visited our church.  It was obvious that their young children had never been in a “conservative” Baptist worship service before.  Wide eyed and smiling, when the worship team started to play, one of the little girls made her way quickly to the front of the auditorium and with wild abandon spun and twirled and danced.  She closed her eyes and raised her arms up and I started to get teary-eyed watching her.  She was dancing like no one was watching her except for One.

I remember that little girl every time I break into my dance moves alone in the comfort of my home.   I find that some of my most elaborate choreography comes about when I put on some “praise” music and my dancing becomes an act of Worship rather than just dancing for dancing sake.  God doesn’t seem to mind that I don’t know all the steps, and that having “two left feet” is an understatement especially when applied to me, He just seems to appreciate the effort!

Psalm 150 “Praise the Lord.  Praise God in his sanctuary; praise him in his mighty heavens.  Praise him for his acts of power; praise him for his surpassing greatness.  Praise him with the sounding of the trumpet, praise him with the harp and lyre, praise him with tambourine and dancing, praise him with the strings and cymbals, praise him with resounding cymbals.  Let everything that has breath praise the Lord.  Praise the Lord.”

 

 

 

 

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Love (A Spoken Word)

Here is another inspirational poem by one of my students.  Enjoy!

Love (A Spoken Word) by Bethany (Grade 7 student)

Living, Jesus Loves Us

Everyone is consumed by His unconditional, unending love.

God’s strong arms are open for everyone.

Even the ones we push down, the ones we pushed away.

Jesus loves the people who laugh at you and call you a clown.

The people who are starting to stray, and couldn’t be enough.

His call to repent was not just given to the righteous and holy, but also to the sinners,

the murderers, the liars, the hated and the haters.

Living, Jesus Loves Us

He restated knowledge that we are all equal was spread.

We are called to love the sinners for we are included in that name.

For those who are found no longer stumble in the darkness,

but are brought back to the light.

Living, Just Loves Us

We judge and blame but in the end we are the same.

We hide things in ourselves we don’t want to share.

A hole burns in our hearts that we only know how deep.

But you can’t let yourself all into the bottomless pit

But instead reach out for God’s strong arms

Be consumed by His love and saved from the harm.

For if you don’t react soon, it will be too late,

and when He comes back your sin should be too great

Your sin should be too great.

But it’s not, it’s truly not.

Living, Jesus Loves Us

Jesus’ mercy is an ocean that will not fail to catch you

And what a glorious day that will be when God’s love consumes you like waves.

Because He loves you, He loves all of us.

No sin too great, no shame too deep.

Living, Jesus Loves Us

His Word is like a double-edged sword

protecting you from harm.

God is worthy of our praise day and night

We can join in with the creatures in heaven singing

Holy, Holy, Holy

is the Lord God Almighty

Who was and is to come.

For if God is for us who can be against us.

If the Creator of the universe

loves us unconditionally

who can stand against us?

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