Happy Dance!

I am a walking, dancing, miracle this morning! I should be in the throes of battling excruciating neuropathy pain, the nasty side effect I’ve dealt with over the last two rounds after chemo, but instead in this third round I am so far pain-free and praising God for answering our prayers!

I don’t know if I can adequately express in words my thankfulness for all the prayers lifted up on my behalf. To those who leave comments, I am humbled by your words of encouragement.

I will admit I had real misgivings going into this round. I am a wimp when it comes to pain. Round Two had been so challenging for me, I dreaded being in that state again this go-round. The prescribed pain-killers had little to no effect on controlling the neuropathy I was experiencing. It was sheer misery. Then, to make matters worse, a blood clot further complicated things and I truly questioned why God was allowing all this to happen to me. I questioned Him in 2001 as well when I battled breast cancer. I remember crying out, “Why me, Lord?” I was surprised by His response to me then and I remembered it this time too.

“Why not you?”

God’s response was profoundly impacting. How arrogant was I then, and now, to think that I should be somehow spared hardship? What claim do I have to any of His blessings really? Is it through my own works or merit? No. Am I better than another in my acts or deeds? Absolutely not! Let’s face it, God didn’t spare His only Son! Why in the world would I even question His authority over my life?

I am ashamed. Forgive me, Lord. I don’t deserve Your Grace and yet You have poured it over me again. You heard my feeble prayers and answered them more abundantly than I could have imagined.

This morning during my devotions I prayed back this precious scripture to the Lord:

Psalm 30 ” I will exalt you, Lord, for you lifted me out of the depths and did not let my enemies gloat over me. Lord my God, I called to you for help, and you healed me. You, Lord, brought me up from the realm of the dead; you spared me from going down to the pit. Sing the praises of the Lord, you his faithful people; praise his holy name. For his anger lasts only a moment, but his favor lasts a lifetime; weeping may stay for the night, but rejoicing comes in the morning. When I felt secure, I said, “I will never be shaken.” Lord, when you favoured me, you made my royal mountain stand firm; but when you hid your face, I was dismayed. To you, Lord I called; to the Lord I cried for mercy: “What is gained if I am silenced, if I go down to the pit? Will the dust praise you? Will it proclaim your faithfulness? Hear, Lord, and be merciful to me; Lord, be my help.” You turned my wailing into dancing; you removed my sackcloth and clothed me with joy, that my heart may sing your praises and not be silent. Lord my God, I will praise you forever.”

Amen!

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4 Responses to Happy Dance!

  1. Jane says:

    Thanks for letting us know you’re doing well today! You’re right, “our prayers” have been answered. Bless the Lord! Love thru Christ, Jane

  2. lpurcell2014 says:

    Our family is going through a physical crisis…an unborn son who has multiple complications. Reading your posts, always gives me new encouragement and scripture to hang on to. We aren’t going through the trial of cancer but we are going through a trial and praise God, we have a God who is there to provide the strength, mercy, and grace we need. Thank you for being such an encourager to those of us who may not be walking your path, but are walking a path that needs your wisdom and encouragement!

    • Lynn says:

      Thank-you for sharing your own struggles. Dear Heavenly Father, You are good, your mercies are new every morning! Be with this dear family as they walk a difficult road. I pray You comfort them and sustain them at this time. You are a God of miracles. Nothing is impossible for You. If it is Your will, heal this unborn boy of all his infirmities. In Jesus’ Name. Amen.

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